These past few years have been a time of recognizing my mortality. I've been heavy for quite awhile, but until recently, the weight was my only symptom. Years of neglect and abuse to my own body has now brought it to a place of dependence on Rx and stimulants just to live. This cannot be kept up forever. I'm on a journey to completely change the way I look at the world and how I see myself.
At the beginning of this journey, I told myself that I would get a nice reward for 50lbs lost. I wanted it to be something that added life and would help with the next part of my journey. Well, I think I've found it. It's a Diamond Back Mountain Bike. From what I have read it is a good entry level bike that can be used for light off road and road use. I could really see myself getting way in to biking again. Now.....just to fit it into the budget....does this count as an emergency? HAHA